urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh aleigh aleigh 2007-09-09T17:45:31Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:17734 2007-09-09T17:45:31Z 2007-09-09T17:45:31Z it sucks that it took me all the way up until yesterday to realize how much i don't need you. and how much you suck. finally after 2 damn years.<br /><br />i'm glad i found someone who talks to me and makes time for me. and will actually go out with me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:17586 2007-07-25T15:14:34Z 2007-07-25T15:14:34Z as much as i wanted it to, i don't think it's going to work out.<br /><br />i can't stand to be with someone who makes me feel like shit. <br />even though he may not be doing it on purpose. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:17372 2007-07-23T02:15:13Z 2007-07-23T02:15:13Z i know you hate it when i freak out. but it's seriously about to happen. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:17086 2007-07-21T13:14:43Z 2007-07-21T13:14:43Z TOMORROW! :] <br /><br /><br />anddd warped tour monday!<br /><br /><br />yeeeee i'm excited :] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:16769 2007-07-18T15:46:06Z 2007-07-18T15:46:06Z maybe i'm just being stupid...yea i'm just being stupid. i need to chill out with the attachments. he'll like that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:16565 2007-07-08T16:17:37Z 2007-07-08T16:17:37Z so im not too sure what im supposed to think of last night. i know i should listen to other people about him but i want to believe him so bad. i mean all the things he was saying to me the other night were amazing and he sounded like he felt really bad about last night so idk. i guess i'll hang out with him today and see what he says.<br /><br /><br />i should've given up when i said i was going to. i told him not to let me start liking him but he said it was going to be okay. <br /><br /><br />aksjdf ugh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:16328 2007-07-06T02:25:53Z 2007-07-06T02:25:53Z im freakin scared as hell but i'm just going to let whatever happens happen. right now he's perfect and i'm going to go for it. i'm excited actually.<br /><br /><br /><br />oh and i can't wait until this weekend :] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:15933 2007-07-02T16:57:35Z 2007-07-02T16:57:35Z yesterday was exactly what i needed. being around all of my favorite boys. swimming. partying. i love summer. i'm not about to let a few guys and being grounded mess my summer up. i've got 2 more weeks and then this will go back to being the best summer ever. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:15830 2007-07-01T15:30:40Z 2007-07-01T15:30:40Z done. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:15590 2007-06-28T14:02:10Z 2007-06-28T14:02:10Z aksdjf where did my amazing summer go?! <br /><br />i'm freal not dating anymore until i graduate.<br />he told me i just needed someone older, someone <br />like him but i guess that's not going to work out.<br /><br />so yea, i'm done. whether the boy is in high school <br />or not, i'm not dating anymore until i freakin <br />graduate. high school relationships are a waste <br />of time and they rarely last. all you do is get <br />hurt and i'm sick of it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:15210 2007-06-17T18:44:16Z 2007-06-17T18:44:16Z so even though im grounded for half the summer i can still tell this will be a good one. i'm starting it off with a cute boy and amazing friends. i miss parking deck nights and spending all my time in concord but i know i'll be able to look back on the nights at casey's and steak&shake and sitting outside until 4am.<br /><br />god i love it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:15095 2007-06-15T20:22:45Z 2007-06-15T20:22:45Z last night i made lauren change my myspace password so i can see how long i can go without checking my myspace. i just cheated and looked at my comments haha. it's pathetic. oh well. i'm really excited about casey's tonight. i love partying there now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:14820 2007-06-06T22:22:23Z 2007-06-06T22:22:23Z my cousins kegger tomorrow. party friday. shrek 3 saturday!<br /><br /><br /><br />woohoo! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:14476 2007-06-05T10:40:47Z 2007-06-05T10:40:47Z gahhh today is going to suck. biology exam for 2 hours then sitting in that class for another 2 then i get to go home! i definitely left my books at school so i couldn't study or anything but oh well. i gave up in that class a long fucking time ago. <br /><br />omggg this weekend is going to be so much fun! summer kickoff 2007 friday night. SE graduation saturday :[ and kville saturday nightttt yeee :]] i'm exciteddd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:14090 2007-06-02T22:39:44Z 2007-06-02T22:39:44Z damnit why do i always fuck shit up urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:13959 2007-05-30T23:13:59Z 2007-05-30T23:13:59Z i'm living for friday :] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:13728 2007-05-28T16:24:22Z 2007-05-28T16:24:22Z i need to stop treating you this way because i HATE the way you're treating me. i deserve it and i definitely don't deserve you back. i love you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:13328 2007-05-24T01:00:51Z 2007-05-24T01:00:51Z i'm really happy about the decision we just made. it'll make things easier and better on both of us. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:12956 2007-05-21T11:58:26Z 2007-05-21T12:03:13Z -School<br />-Grandma's<br />-Home to clean the pool<br />-Clean out my car<br />-Lauren? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:12688 2007-05-21T01:32:16Z 2007-05-21T01:32:16Z i love you.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:12496 2007-05-15T13:11:12Z 2007-05-15T13:11:12Z today's my ap psychology exam :] and hopefully i can go in early tomorrow and go to class and then i'll be done with 3rd block for the rest of the semester yeee. <br /><br />after my exam i'm going to kernersville to go to the park and be cute with beans :] it's been way too long since i've seen him! &lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:12242 2007-05-13T12:48:02Z 2007-05-13T12:48:02Z so yesterday was my first actual work day at bob evans. it's pretty easy there but kind of boring when it's slow. today's mother's day so it's going to be really busy. they're working me a lotttt but i do need the money so it's cool. today i'm working a double so that actually really sucks haha. <br /><br />beans and i are hanging out either monday or tuesday. i honestly can't wait. it's been a really long time since i've seen him and it really sucks.<br /><br />but yea TIME FOR WORK. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:11932 2007-05-11T10:59:22Z 2007-05-11T10:59:22Z i love you so much..do me a favor baby don't reply..cause i can dish it out..but i can't take it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:11586 2007-05-08T11:36:38Z 2007-05-08T11:36:38Z it's hard for me to talk to you. so i don't.<br /><br />i hope you understand. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleighhh:11188 2007-05-07T01:06:23Z 2007-05-07T01:06:23Z so lately things have been pretty good i guess<br />it's about to be summer so that's good. i have a paper to write and i really don't want to. aslkdjf btw it sucks not having a job. im broke as helll and i hate it. but i guess i'll go write my paper<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />just to let you know..i still miss you and i still think about you all the time. so many things remind me of you.